was beautiful. Sunny. Warm. Stark contrast to the days we've been having here lately. Harsh and cold and uninviting. The weather this afternoon made me want to open all the windows and just have fresh air flowing through the house. Airing out the winter stuffiness and breathing new life into these old walls. So that's exactly what I did. It feels so
good to be in a clean room that feels like it has literally had a breath of fresh air. (Remember that whole "smell post"...well, my room smells fresh now.)
My kitchen is bitchin at me to get in there and show it some loving. I just can't bring myself to do it. With graduate school applications, school work, clinic starting this week, the last thing I find time to do is cook. even though I miss my precious baby mixer like I would miss my left thumb if it fell off. I have promised myself that this week I WILL make something. Now, this sounds a bit selfish and gluttoness (word?) really of me to those who may not know me or even those who do know me but do not know why I enjoy the kitchen so much. It's not about me enjoying the products of the oven, or "fruits of my labor" as some may say..i love giving them away. One of my favorite things is to call up my dear friends and say "Hey I have something for you...are you home?" You see, by the time I finish mixing, baking, and cleaning up (i.e. licking the bowl) I really have little desire to eat the finished product, leaving me with 15, 36, 75-80 (yes that did happen one time.). Everyone loves a treat, especially as an unexpected surprise. I'm not good at too many things and many times I feel like I am a lazy, bad friend. I suppose these sweet surprises are my ways of saying "I'm sorry I've been a bad friend and haven't called you lately. Here. Have a cookie. I really do love you. See?"
And in other news..The tragedy in Haiti. Etsy is sponsoring a "Craft Hope for Haiti" shop. What a wonderful way to contribute to a good cause using talents that we have been given. An excellent chance for service! I realize I am probably like 8 years late with knowing about this but I just got so excited when I read about it that I had to post. Sadly, I have just about missed the deadline that is 2 days from now. I highly doubt I could think of a project, complete it, and send it in with such a short amount of time. ... Better luck next time.
Oh how I need to find a way to serve other people. I feel like a giant sponge and all I do is absorb everything around me and give very little back. Someone please come wring out the excess. I'm feeling a little heavy.
Acts 20:35 (New International Version)
35In everything I did, I showed you that by this kind of hard work we must help the weak, remembering the words the Lord Jesus himself said: 'It is more blessed to give than to receive.' "